2.12.2011

olivia regan applegate...


my little love, olivia, was rushed to the hospital last night..

fever, mild seizure, not breathing...

she's still in the hospital, possibly being released today...

they think it might be RSV, but not sure just yet...

i really hope my little love will be okay.




oh... and she just learned how to walk...

2.11.2011

breath mint.


i cannot stop day dreaming about love.

i am so in love with the concept of being in love with someone...
for the rest of your life.
dedicating your heart to a single person because you kn you just have to.
you have to be around that person, if not, you feel as if you cannot breathe.
they provide an electric spark to light up your days...

pish posh...

i don't know what i'm talking about.

i just want kisses. forever.

2.10.2011

i am the best...


un-girlfriend ever.

i should win an award for being so bad ass when it comes to this.

i'm so patient.

i'm so sweet.

i love every second of it.

maybe one day it will be different...




until then, i will smile in hopes of love being reciprocated.

sobriety looks good on me...


today, i am celebrating my 5th month of sobriety...

yes, jessica applegate has not had an alcoholic beverage or narcotic in five whole months...

shocking, i know.

i'm so glad to think with a clear mind...

i'm so glad i don't make an ass out of myself when i go out...

i'm so glad i don't put myself in dangerous situations...

i'm so glad that i'm so much better than you. ha.

2.07.2011

goddamn it...



when i get scared about my life and what is happening...

i usually run away...
from the situation...
from the people...
from everything...

i want to disappear... for good. off the map. never to be heard from again...

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what a weekend...

this past week/weekend has been amazing!

wednesday, february 2nd... comeback kid played at bricks.

i met andrew (the singer of comeback kid and also figure four) when i was maybe 14 or 15 years old. he's a great guy, and i love seeing him every time he comes through utah...

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then... on friday, february 4th, blake and i went to see the get up kids... one of my favorite bands... the show was amazing...

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saturday, february 5th, we went to see underoath and thursday (only playing the full collapse album)... there were a lot of douchers there, no suprise... and a small scuffle that may or may not have happened afterwards... either way, it was rad to see thursday play... it's been about 8 years since the last time i've seen them... ahhh memories...

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and underoath didn't play any old stuff... i'm pretty sure some of the band members don't even know any of their old songs...

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sunday, february 6th... superbowl. i don't know much about football and could care less about the packers winning... it was a blast hanging out with blake's parents and a couple of his brothers... that family rules so hard.

there's a sliiiight possibility that i will be going to see interpol tonight, but i'm not sure yet...

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oh yeah, did i mention that every show was free? i have amazing friends who hook shit uuuup.

alright, that's it...


i'm going to start doing crafts... a lot of crafts...

i'm thinking of having a social get-together with some gals to do a new craft project every month...

i wonder who would join me...



it's time to get creative!

2.06.2011

patience...

I wish you felt the same...



I don't want to picture my future without you...



I need patience...



I need more patience...

2.04.2011

love, love, love...

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it's no suprise that i'm a fan of love...

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it's no suprise that i'm a fan of graffitti...

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it's no suprise that i'm a fan of street art...

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it's no suprise that those combined make me smile...

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find love hidden in the streets...

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2.01.2011

listen up...

since valentine's day is around the corner...

here's a few cheesy love songs...

i'm sure i'll end up posting more...

if you don't like 'em, go fuck yourself.

(this one means a lot to me...)